Joe Hisaishi- 花火
(Source: killheji, via jailbait)
My life came to a stop. I could breathe, eat, drink, and sleep; indeed, I could not help but breathe, eat, drink, and sleep. But there was no life in me because I had no desires whose satisfaction I would have found reasonable. If I wanted something, I knew beforehand that it did not matter whether or not I got it.
If a fairy had come and offered to fulfill my every wish, I would not have known what to wish for. If in moments of intoxication I should have not desires but the habits of old desires, in moments of sobriety I knew that it was all a delusion, that I really desired nothing. I did not even want to discover truth anymore because I had guessed what it was. The truth was that life is meaningless …
Solange - Looks Good With Trouble (feat. Kendrick Lamar)
(Source: canisaysomething, via cerebralproxy)
i thought that i had a fever, but my hands were just cold.
cradle me in your lap and apply a hot compress to my forehead
my left wisdom tooth is surfacing…
(nausea)
i cracked my neck to alleviate discomfort, but instead it put my muscles into shock and now i can’t move my head
